About Breathtaking
Hello there! This is my blog on sex. Who am I? I’m a twenty year old girl going to college in the eastern United States. I’ve got a bit of experience behind me in the erotic department, and much more is sure to come I’m sure.
I gave my virginity to my ex Ninja in March of ‘07. Yep, I’m a newbie. This is a documentation of my growth as a sexual person, and a pool of my thoughts on sex. As with any reasonably normal human being, sex is on my mind quite often, and as I’m a creative person, I feel the need to express these thoughts from time to time. This doesn’t mean I’m an award-winning writer, of course. Sorry about that, I’ve just got an average education.
You probably won’t find much smut here. For one thing, I’m still a pretty shy girl, and I just think I’ll keep the gritty details of my sex sessions my own to fully enjoy. I’m guessing someone will find this an interesting read somewhere, however. Feel free to bookmark, comment, or email (breathtakingeros@gmail.com).
Short background of my sex life taken from my first entry:
My first sexual experience was when I was very young, with my brother, who is five years older than myself. I don’t know what he did to me (I remember no feeling of pain), but he had an erection when he approached me, and he rushed me to the bathroom to wipe me off while apologizing when he was done. I don’t consider it to have hurt me mentally, physically, or emotionally, but sometimes I do wonder.
I started masturbating when I was about nine. I was supposed to be taking a nap when I got an itch. Something felt good, and when I felt the pulsing of orgasm, I thought it would never end and that I broke myself. But the pulsing did go away, and I kept it up. I did learn what it was that I was doing, mostly by breaking into my father’s stash of pornography, which I found while dusting in his room.
The next milestone was with Rufus at around the age of sixteen. She was hugging me as I cried into her chest, depressed and miserable, when she was at my house one night. Her leg between mine created that warm tingle, and with her clutching me tighter and tighter, she stimulated me. Through silence we went from sobbing to rubbing against one another in the heat of sexual gratification. I had an orgasm, and our friendship absorbed a strange new facet. It was best described as an openness; I was not attracted to her physically. We never were girlfriends, though she had other wishes as time went on. We would continue to masturbate around each other and be comfortable talking about sexual issues.
I bought myself a vibrator after my eighteenth birthday. I still generally prefer my fingers, but I can get off via vibe and the shower head, as well as rubbing against the right surface.
Ninja came into my life in January of ‘07 and swept me off my feet. I kept him hanging and forced him to earn his trust with my body, and I was quite skittish around his. That’s not to say that I didn’t want to, but my self-restraint is damnable. It took endless patience and assurance on his part (while almost all along I knew what I wanted, but could not give), I gave him my virginity, and our sex life was most satisfying. We were in a long-distance relationship for five months, during which we were able to see each other a handful of times. But, things changed and I had to let him go after 13 months of being together. He is nonetheless to be accredited with wakening my libido full-force, which inspired me to create this blog and take hold of my sexuality.
So that is where I stand right now. Just because I’m single doesn’t mean I won’t have things to write about, so all I can do is wonder what will happen next…